It's Been a looooong time coming...

Yeah where have I been? Well lets just say this...I have been eating eating eating and now I have the POUNDS to show for it. Its kind of funny that I can look at my old entrys and look at my current habits and say that I have not changed!!!! I mean come on Sonja whats going on girl? You have the whole world ahead of you and you cant even get this right...well I am tired and exhausted and I am going to give it another go...Yup I have managed to stay motivated more often than not and now I am saying to my self....I can't wait to see my new body and to wake up with good feelings!! Yup Its going down.....my weight that is!!